Today, on the anniversary of this trip, I took you out for an morning doughnut when we found out you didn't have school.
I looked at you and I looked at the chocolate sprinkle doughnut and remembered how special the little things were to me, while I was in the hospital. I shared with you that one of them was escaping my room to get a coffee and a doughnut with your dad. (You asked what kind of doughnut dad got!?)
Looking back on that 3 month stay, I still feel a little silly being in there for that long and coming out with a perfect little boy and the opportunity to have a sibling for you. But I've never regretted it or wished that it never had happened. (I might feel different had insurance not picked up the tab.) Most days I forget that it even happened.
It's not until I experience fall days like these that take me back in time and remind me how blessed I am and how wonderful my life is. God knew what I needed, and I never lost my trust in that.
Life in the hospital was simple, easy and purposeful. I learned that you don't need material things to fill you up. You don't need to get caught up with the hustle and bustle to get the most out of the season. Shopping can wait, bargains can wait, but time with family, friends and those around you can't.
I also learned that you should be thankful for every beautiful day and treasure every ray of sunshine that pokes its way through the clouds... it is its own pot of gold.
So I am thankful today and always. But especially appreciate my time with you and the sunshine we share together.
So I am thankful today and always. But especially appreciate my time with you and the sunshine we share together.